Foto-grafia: Lover, you've should come over

Sometimes I spend days, weeks, even months without coming here... But sometimes, it is really diffult to bear the pain that I've been feeling, the emptiness since he's gone, the difficulty of pretending he isn't part of my life anymore, that my body doesn't yearn for him because it can't respond no anyone else the way it used to respond to him, that I don't feel like crying whenever I think about all the happy moments we had...

This is going to be my last goodbye and I hate to feel the love between us die, but it's over, just hear this and then I'll go:You gave me more to live for, more than you'll ever know. I wish we could have our last embrace, must I dream and always see your face?

Most of times I feel like I'm broken down and hungry for your love with no way to feed it... Where are you tonight? Where are you now, now that I need you? I'm crying a river that leads to your ocean and I just feel like waiting for you... and i'll burn, burn with desire. Lonely is the room, the bed is made, the open window lets the rain in, burning in the corner is the only one who dreams she had you with her...My body turns and yearns for a sleep that will never come.

It's never over, my kingdom for a kiss upon his shoulder.It's never over, all my riches for his smile when I slept so soft against him. It's never over, all my blood for the sweetness of his laughter.It's never over, he will be the tear that hangs inside my soul for a long time...

Well I feel too young to hold on and i'm much too old to break free and run.Too deaf, dumb, and blind to see the damage I've done... sweet lover, you should've come over!